I honestly can't remember the date. How many years ago it was that I walked into the Dojo and met Sensei Ralph. What I do remember was an awareness that he had a gift, that he was overflowing with this "understanding" of The Way and that it was available to anyone who could hear him, see him, and accept this path. For me, it did not come easily. It still does not. I have to go over it, and over it, and over it again. I am not a "natural." I took the beginners class twice... but still something called me. Sensei Ralph inspired me, motivated me to try, to work hard, and pushed me farther than I could go on my own.

I remember that first promotion to white belt with black stripe... it was a total surprise. I felt unworthy, but he saw something in me that I could not see. I was humbled that day, and inspired to live up to the confidence that he showed in me. I still feel unworthy, but I trust him and do not question my rank. I can only do my best, and I can always work harder.

And now, just on the horizon, and again to my surprise, I see Shodan in the distance.

What I do understand is that I am finally at the beginning, that I am honored to be a part of this Dojo, and on this path that has no end.

In gratitude and respect,

Doug Chesler

(my friends call me Neehar)